so ive been in a bit of a rut latley. a lot of shitty things have happened and I have just been so unmotivated to do anything. Im falling behind in school, in my goals, I havnt been working towards bettering myself, I have just been going along with life but not really doing anything.

I’ve also made a few mistakes lately, but you know what, everyone does, but the main thing is we learn from them. I certainly hope I am.

So myself and one of my closest friends have decided to start a blog together. I’m going to be the photographer and she will be the stylist/model. For those of you that know me, you’ll know that I want to be a fashion photographer one day, so I am really excited about this new project!!

I’m hoping that having something for me to do, a part from year 12, studying and the parties, will be good. It will give something to work towards, some inspiration and help me get in to the photography course I want to get into at RMIT next year. Starting tomorrow I am also going to start my diet (again). I am going to start with eating really healthy and exercising 3-4 times a week. And with all this in place, hopefully things willl start turning around. 

I am going to forget all the shit that is bringing me down. all the shitty people in my life, their lies and their bullshit. I am going to stop being so god damn negative and smile…